So Much More

I wrote So Much. And then I watched these videos on toxic shame by John Bradshaw:

Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5q2tZa1gp8Q
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0iDFa3OOTI
Part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=em2GO6yCSdY
Part 4: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzeGAUGvdX4
Part 5: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4M03a0_QqDw
Part 6: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wzZi7BPJBI

And now I have So Much more going through my head and heart. I highly recommend watching these. I learned so much about how I want to be as a parent and what needs to change in me to be the person I want to be.